Going to Sydney – Personal Blog Chapter 1

 I’m gone.

I left a really nice, good life back home to go and explore what the world has to offer. I have always loved traveling, and I just can’t seem to be in 1 place for too long.

My desire to experience new things brought me to  Sydney, Australia. I arrived 4 days ago and it has been amazing going back to one of my favorite places in the world.

Since then I have been meeting up with old friends, been to the beach and done a lot of thinking. I really want to start working on my own projects and develop a community online. I have a lot of ideas and I could just jump right into it.

For some reason, though, I just need some more time to really build up the energy to engage in something big.

I have been running for a very long time, and now it’s the time to stop and reflect.

What do I really wanna do, and how do I want to do it?

Well, I think starting small is the way to go. One thing at the time, right.

So for now, I’m going to enjoy my time here, and stop thinking about the future. Easier said than done ey 😉

It’s funny how being alone has changed my view on things. I have friends here and all, but it’s not the same as at home, where my family is. And the security of a 9-5 job. This changes the way I look at myself and my future. That it’s okay not knowing how things will end up, but that I will be fine no matter what. It also teaches me what I don’t want to have in my life. 

These are the lessons that can only be taught if you experience new environments and new people. I’m growing by the day from doing this.

I wake up every day and the only person to relate to is myself. It feels good, but I sometimes feel lonely. That’s why I love sharing. Writing, make videos and just let people know what I’m up to.

It makes me feel closer to home and the people there. At the same time, I feel more and more at home wherever in the world I am. I’m building confidence in being by myself. That confidence will some day show itself in the projects I wanna do.

Just watch me.. 😉

That’s it for now.

Love

Tess

Ps. Here is the first emotional video from the airport in Dubai.

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